Life lately

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Life has been a pretend.
Well, that's for me. For most part of it.
That began since the day my eyes began seeing what adults are also seeing.
And ever since my mouth has been talking it's own opinions about reality.
I don't really remember exactly when that started. But I both hated and liked it when it happened.
Right now, I'm hating it. 
I've been wearing a mask for so long now. And my own pretend is starting to confuse me. 
Just who really am I?
It feels like I understand myself but I still wanted to be understood.
I have been keeping to myself too much that it becomes too overwhelming already. 



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