1 month married today! (Week 3)

As the title goes... It's our first month of being married!

It's quite exciting but also a bit sad because we are away from each other. We both didn't want this and we can't say we don't have a choice. But, this is the path we took and we have to bear with it.

To be honest, I have been feeling anxious lately. Even though my husband and I have discussed the great responsibilities of being married, it's only just a few days ago that I fully realized the realit
y of it.

It's a life long commitment. Which does not only involve love, but also finances, career, personal struggles. It's one of the decisions we make in life that we cannot take back too easily.

I have fears for myself and for my husband, especially that we are very far from each other. But at the same time, I have complete faith in our relationship. We both are striving to be better persons. We both want each other to feel loved and cared for. We aren't perfect so we still have disagreements and misunderstandings. But we want to learn from them. We both want to get to know each other better so we know how we can fully support each other.

It's not easy, but we are not in a hurry; change does not happen overnight. 

Golden sunset with Seneca

As I vowed 30 days ago: 

Even if it takes a lifetime, I will go through this difficult process of learning how to selflessly love another imperfect person. And I will do it with my husband, Jet.