Mar 22, 2011
Mar 13, 2011
maybe i'm stuck at the threshold
i stumbled upon your plank...
actually, i didn't stumbled upon it. i searched for it.
and i regret doing it.
i saw you and the little things you do.
i saw you and some friends around you.
i saw you, putting in my head that you're not anymore the old you.
cold hands.
cold feet.
butterflies.
watery eyes.
i felt like throwing-up.
glad i didn't.
memories were replayed.
words echoed.
feelings came back.
i can't believe myself.
am i living in the past?
i saw you and some friends around you.
i saw you, putting in my head that you're not anymore the old you.
cold hands.
cold feet.
butterflies.
watery eyes.
i felt like throwing-up.
glad i didn't.
memories were replayed.
words echoed.
feelings came back.
i can't believe myself.
am i living in the past?
~it's really one of the hardest things i can do.
Mar 9, 2011
cause you're always with me.
...
: too lazy.
: no, you're afraid.
: with what?
: with people around you.
: yeah. criticisms..
: why?
: too shy.
: with?
: too shy to accept criticisms.
: it makes you better if you accept it positively.
: that's easy.
: then, why not?
: i'm afraid someone's better than me.
: of course!
: ??
: cause you can't be the better one always.
: i can't help but think that i should be the better one.
: that's getting too proud.
: yeah..
: you are the best with the way you can.
: but i can't always be the best?
: yes. being the best is when you are happy with what you are doing. being happy for others who are doing their best like the way you do!
: well. i should improve.
...
: too lazy.
: no, you're afraid.
: with what?
: with people around you.
: yeah. criticisms..
: why?
: too shy.
: with?
: too shy to accept criticisms.
: it makes you better if you accept it positively.
: that's easy.
: then, why not?
: i'm afraid someone's better than me.
: of course!
: ??
: cause you can't be the better one always.
: i can't help but think that i should be the better one.
: that's getting too proud.
: yeah..
: you are the best with the way you can.
: but i can't always be the best?
: yes. being the best is when you are happy with what you are doing. being happy for others who are doing their best like the way you do!
: well. i should improve.
...
Mar 6, 2011
i'm in need.
i'm not a good friend again. :(
One’s best friend is oneself.
i don't feel having friends.
True friends are very difficult to find, hard to leave, and impossible to forget.
i can't find or i'm not found?
One who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure.
i just wanted someone to talk to.
A best friend can tell you things you don’t want to tell yourself.
ugh. mess.
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